haiz....
dis whole week might juz be my unlucky week...
sat and sun...cannot audition....too many people...and when i see the judges...juz anyhow kill people...i was like...having an arrow shot through my heart.......

and...monday....i hav a high fever....38.7....and...is very...suffering!!
how can dat be? the day after is my day to audition.....!!

and that was....a bad...thing...

i had a headache....fever...sore throat....numbless in leg...very NUMB!
den...i always felt giddy and weak...haiz...

like almost the same feeling when i caught chicken pox....but worse den dat....haiz,...2 days of suffering......which means i cannot go for my audition...haiz...

nevermind...dere will be a next year for me....i mean...there is a next year....